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Sunday, October 31, 2010
A Halloween Poem
the unbeliveable.
Soldier's Letter
Each day the sun burns on my back. Each night my muscles ache. Sometimes I question whether they ache from strenuous hours of field maneuvers, or simply from want of you. Like oxygen to fire, I cannot thrive without you.
It is not pleasant here, my love, nor a place for a woman like yourself. The sergeants work us from dawn to dusk, and we must obey all orders given. Not once will we question their authority. Not once will we plead for rest. Not once will we let out a yelp of misery, as we tread through soggy marshes, and scale jagged cliffs. For we all do it with our country in mind. Knowing that each battle we fight protects our loved ones makes it that much easier to make it through the day. And with each passing day, I know that it will bring me one step closer to coming home to you.
Much love,
Your Soldier
The House Around the Corner
I gazed up at the house. It was white or used to be white but most of the paint was chipped off. The windows were very dirty, I don't think they have ever been touched. It was very creepy looking, with cobwebs in every corner. The lights were never on. However, there was one old, rusty truck in the driveway but I never saw anyone use it. Everyone claimed the house was haunted and there was a ghost living in it. I am not much of a believer of ghosts so I was determined to just find out who lived here, even though I was shaking and my heart was about to explode out of my chest.
"Ok, you can do this." I said to myself. I took a deep breath. I clumsily grabbed the brass door knocker and tried to stop my shaky hands. 1,2,3 knocks. I stood there alone in the darkness of the night and waited.
I heard footsteps approaching and my heart beat even faster. I was about to run away but I stayed put. It was a cold fall evening but I was sweating like I had just ran 2 miles. I thought the doorknob turned but it must have been my imagination, since no one had answered. I was a little disappointed, yet also relieved. I turned around and started to walk back to my house. Suddenly, I felt cold hands grab me and pull me into the house. The next thing I knew I was locked in a dark basement, alone.
I woke up the next morning, safe in my bed. Last night was a blur but I remember someone carrying me home. I still have so many questions, but I know the answer to one thing...I won't be going to the house around the corner anytime soon.
Best Friend
The Sloped Road
I tread this road,
a ribbon of brown,
fallen leaves,
stretched before me,
never-ending,
I climb the sloped road.
The Sakura trees blossom,
carelessly tossing their pedals,
in my path,
on the sloped road.
I cannot stop,
for fear if I do,
I will not start,
ever again,
the climb up the sloped road.
But oh how I ache,
from this tiresome tread,
with leaden toes,
head hanging low,
up this endlessly sloped road.
I walk alone.
until I can't go on,
and I think to myself,
as I finally stop,
lying to rest,
maybe-just maybe,
if, I were not to walk alone,
I could make it,
to the end of the sloped road.
Foot Steps
Saturday, October 30, 2010
“Mom” I whispered and she slowly lifted her head.
“Honey?” She quickly jumped out of her chair as if it were covered in scorpions, anxiously waiting to crawl all over her pale skin.
“Where am I?”
“Hon., your in the hospital” as soon as the words came out of her mouth a tears slowly rolled down her cheek leaving behind a wet path.
“What?!” As she slowly turned to face the window again I tried to sit up but failed miserably when the tubes attached to me yanked me back.
“Mom tell right now. Why am I here?” I demanded when the suspense got to me.
After a few more tears and seconds, she looked me straight in the eyes
“You were driving Erika and Jack home after the party and you were under the influence. You crashed into another driver and you were the only one who… survived.”
On August second I killed four people, two of my best friends, an innocent individual who happened to be at the wrong place at the wrong time, and the person who lived inside of me.
Autumn is in the Air
The Snowstorm
Friday, October 29, 2010
Alone
When I look around I see spoiled kids who get whatever they ask for, I see kids who take those things for granted, and don’t know the value of a dollar. Having few friends, not much money, and being in middle school don’t paint a pretty picture. Let me explain.
In elementary school being teased got old real fast. Same with having kids tell me they didn’t like me and hearing people talk behind my back. It was all the same every single year, like watching the same movie 4 times in a row.
Fifth and sixth grade were tolerable as if those two years were the calm before a new storm. Seventh grade was when I stumbled and started falling down a hill. Talking behind my back and hearing how people don’t like me was beginning to return. That year led me to how I feel now. Alone. I have one friend that I can talk to about anything, my dad’s unemployed, and all this stress from school. No, my house isn’t huge, I don’t have a fancy phone, or the best parents, but so what. Most people probably don’t even know that much about me. So what are they really judging me on.
My self confidence has always been low but it has now hit rock bottom. Home is just as stressful as school between my dad’s non-stop search for work and well, always being home. I can’t remember the last time I did something with a friend, was invited to a party, or just went out to do something fun. I wonder at this rate where am I going to be in a few years.
Anyway for now this is my life of loneliness and boredom. The one thing I still don’t understand though, is why me. I hope someday I just get a glimpse of how a lot of people live with all the luxuries they want. I hope things get better soon because I don’t know how much longer I can take it. The next time you go to laugh at someone think of how you could be impacting their life, because some things you do people just don’t forget.
Thursday, October 28, 2010
Paper and Ash
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
10/27/10
Period 3
Arctic Ride
Arctic Circle or bust! That was our mission as we set out that frigid December day. This would be a goal that very few people will achieve. At the tender age of six, I already knew that I was ready to make this northern journey.
The lobby was full of sights and sounds. The fire crackled and popped as the flames danced and sparkled as if they were fireworks in the hearth. Heat filled the small cozy room. The scents of the ginger snap cookies and warm cranberry tea floated through the air. I had lived on these cookies for days, but still, I filled my pockets. We had a long ride ahead.
One by one, the guides dressed us for the Arctic weather ahead. First, my feet were cushioned in woolen socks, and they worked upward until I had layer upon layer of cold proof, water proof and wind proof gear covering every inch of me. A helmet, scarf and goggles finished me off. Now I was ready for the great outdoors.
I stepped outside to the still dark morning. Who would have guessed it was nearly noon? Except for the thick cover of snow, it was hard to tell that it was cold, because my armor kept everything out. The sounds of the day were muffled by the thick helmet, so the scene of the snow falling, blanketing everything in sight, was peaceful and silent. I found my family, we located our guide, and we lumbered to our snow machine. We were ready to ride.
The river was our wide and snow-covered freeway. The ice was measured every day, and today we had 20 inches of solid ice below us, which made me feel safer. We moved along passing under bridges, and through villages at top speed. Our guide entertained us with tales of life in the Arctic, and helped us spot local wildlife like caribou, which outnumber humans in this region. Ice hotels dotted the riverbanks. They glowed like light bulbs through the translucent walls. Inside, tables, chairs and even beds made of ice made guests feel as if they were truly in a winter wonderland. I felt the wind as it slapped against my helmet, and was grateful for my layers of protection. We cheered as we watched a nearby dogsled race underway. The dogs seemed to fly as they heeded the call of the musher for speed. I think the dogs run not for the trophy, but for the chance to rest and warm up by the fire on a comfy bed.
At last, we came to a halt. We unloaded onto the frozen river. This crossing should be taken for the first time on foot, rather than at 60 miles per hours. We held hands and crossed together. It was only one step, but it felt like a milestone. We cheered and celebrated for a moment. I took off my helmet, and the cold air that swirled around me seemed to fit the name Arctic. The day had been long, and we were ready for the show. We sat on a blanket at the edge of the river, eating more gingersnaps and sipping more warm cranberry tea. The Northern Lights, as if on cue, dazzled with green, yellow and orange hues dancing in the sky. It was a great day, and as I looked up the river ahead, I could only think, next stop, The North Pole.
Forever In My Heart
There was a slow, steady knock on the door. This was it. My hands started shaking. The doctor walked in with a sad, sorrow look on his face.
"Hello I have some news," the doctor sighed as if he were uncomfortable.
"What-what is it?" my mother asked, the color draining from her face.
"The results came back. You have third stage brain cancer. I am so very sorry. I'll leave you two alone." The doctor stomped out of the room.
I looked over to find my mother's jaw hitting the floor. I walked over to her, putting a comforting hand on her shoulder.
"I knew that I had to go sometime, but I never thought I would go this way," she whispered.
Tears started dripping down her cheeks. I wrapped my arms around her hoping it would help, but she pushed me away. She grabbed a tissue and wiped away the mournful tears. Then the doctor walked in.
"If it's alright with you I would like to speak to your mother in private for a few moments," the doctor told me, his hands fidgiting in his pockets.
I nodded. Together they both walked out of the room. I sat back down in my chair. I thought of a few months earlier when my father went off to war. I thought I would never see my mother act so depressed and weak like that again, until today.
What would I do without my mother? She is my best friend and I tell her everything. My thoughts were interupted by a faint scream coming from the other room. I jumped up and ran to where I thought I heard the scream.
There was my mother standing there weeping harder than I have ever seeen.
"What's going on?" I questioned, my eyes started to sting with tears.
"Mommy wants you to know that I love you with all my heart," she began, her words being seperated by long, deep sobs. "I will always and forever love you. You are the best daughter anyone can hope for. I love-"
"What's going on?" I interupted, surprising myself.
She sighed wiping her tears away.
"The doctor told me that the cancer is spreading very quickly. Soon it will have spread throughout my body."
"What does that mean?"
"It means that..." she began,"it means that I don't have a lot of time left. I only have a few weeks."
This made me feel faint. I felt my back hit the wall behind me. My hands felt clammy. I looked my mother in the eyes, tears sliding down my cheeks like a waterfall. I ran and gave her a hug.
"I love you too. You are the greatest mom in the world!" I wheeped.
Although it has been over a year since her passing, the thought still stings whenever I think about it. As I stand here at her grave I realize that I have not lost a mother, but a friend who was always there and someone I will miss dearly. I love you mom and you will forever be in my heart.
The Most Annoying Noise!
It’s my neighbors obnoxious mutts. Every day they bother me till I start to scream. When I am sleeping, out side, or having fun I hear them. There the worst dogs imaginable. They attempted to bite me and my sister. There like a stalker that’s always there when you turn around. They eat the unimaginable and they act undescribably. Riley is the newest and the worst. He tried to bite me in my face. The names Riley and Lambo make me want to throw up. Lambo is the old fat one. He is literally as fat as a cow. When he walks the ground shakes like a magnitude 12 earthquake. Ill he does is eat, bark, and eat some more as if he has five stomachs. Just remember, like I said, nothing is perfect.
Horvath hate mail
You can run
"You can run but you cant hide!" Julian Millers was a convicted killer and he was now was after me. He was ruthless and just wanted the pleasure of another kill. those confident steps stalked ever closer to me.
"Come out come out wherever you are!" I peeked out of the tiny grove of wisp trees to catch a glimmer of his platinum hair in the Louisiana sun. here's where the body commits suicide, it tries to sneeze or cough or anything to give up its position. in my case it was a slight shake of my head that snapped a twig, and all hope snapped with it. Julian whirled in a flurry of cloth. i didn't waste a moment. i was out of the grove and into the swamp before he finished turning.
he trampled behind me like an elephant. they were faster than mine, a thousand times faster.
the final blow was like a whisper compared to all the panic and fear. just a simple throw and the knife was in my back. i collapsed into the sickly plants that covered the swamp. i just layed there, i knew i couldnt move. he crouched over me. "i told you you wouldnt tell the police." i stayed there though. i just layed there. he assumed i was dead, and moved on to the next murder. my heart knew i had to save the next kid no matter the cost. i dragged my unwilling body up and struggled out of that godforsaken swamp. my heart would not let me give up, it would not let me commit suicide.
September 11,2001
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
Aiden
Monday, October 25, 2010
Too Skinny
Desert of Hope
“Hey” Sammy said.
“They are having a future job talk at the cleaning store tonight.” I rubbed my eyes, “Go on.”I mumbled.
“ Ok,” Sammy continued, “ your brother Lloyd, and your dad are running it, basically you just show up and tell about your skills and weaknesses and everyone at the store decides on what job you should do.”
“I’m so there!” I shouted into the phone, slammed it into the receiver, and sprinted to my car, only to forget it wasn’t ‘till 7:05 Later, I, Manny Gonzalez, push through the doors at the cleaning business, really hoping to be recommended to cooking. I was up first [for the job interview], and was bouncing off my chair with excitement. I explained thoroughly about how good I was at making Mexican food and how tidy I am. I even let everyone have a bite out of the quick burrito I whipped up before I left. Hearing “Yum” come from everywhere in the crowd, I was almost sure that my future job would be…
“Cleaning!” The crowd all seemed to shout in unison.
I shouted, “%$#@ you all” right back at them. Hearing a bunch of gasps I distinguish my Brother Lloyd’s voice in the back yell,
“Hey Manny, these are just suggestions!”
“I don’t give a $%^#! I don’t need you %#$^%$! I’m going to run off into the desert and hopefully pass out because of the heat and someone will find me and bring me to Texas, where people will notice that I can make Mexican food!”
Sammy, who didn’t want me gone as much as a tiger didn’t want to lose their prey said, “Y’all won’t last 2 days out there in that desert.” I couldn’t care less. I pegged my other burrito at the wall making a splattered salsa mess, swore and left the crowd in awe as I shuffled out the door and to the car, smelling salsa and feeling an adrenaline rush, I revved up my engine blasting out of the miniature parking lot and took the route that goes through the desert and eventually reaches Texas. I don’t care when I stop driving nor where I’m going, I just hope I finally get to Texas to open a restaurant, I thought as I put the pedal to the metal hoping to leave town before someone picks up my trail.
***
Waking up looking up into the night sky and seeing dozens of cactuses around me, I knew I must have fell asleep at the wheel and am at the middle of the frigid desert at nighttime. Wishing I brought a jacket, I tied my shoes, tripped in the hard, frigid, dirt, and straddled myself up. My mouth was as dry as salt, and my hands were nearly frozen but I unzipped my pants to take a leak and quickly zipped up them back up to realize that a car was coming from the north( which I figured out because of the North Star.) I wondered why in the world someone from Texas would be traveling hours away from civilization in a Mexican desert at 2:45 Am. Still furious about last night, I managed to wave to him and he halted to a stop.
“Morning y’all” he casually jabbered showcasing his Texan accent, “Whatcha doin’ this early out here?” Trying to find the right words I looked up at him and noticed something. I saw the ‘Johnson’ nametag on his navy blue suit.
I quickly shouted, “Hi Mr. Johnson I am a huge fan of your burritos.” The professional chef went on saying,
“I am looking for the great cleaner Manny Gonzalez.”
Though mad for a second, I still said, “Look no further, but I really want to make Mexican food; I am 100% Mexican as you can tell by my dark hair, mustache, and tan skin.”
“Well I am really shorthanded at my restaurant, ‘El restaurante de Taco,’ just outside of Dallas. I could use some help.”
I blurted, “Please can I have a job?!”
He quickly responded. “Son, why do ya think I was comin’ down here? To collect dirt? I was just a little surprised to see y’all in this here desert.”
“Yes!” I shouted.
“Ok son lets go back and train you.”
After hours of riding in Mr. Johnson’s car and dozing off a few times, I finally arrived in Texas and let me say it was breathtaking with the beautiful sunrise on the horizon looking back at the desert. I immediately had a four year contract waiting for me to sign in Mr. Johnson’s office. Without even reading it I signed it and couldn’t wait to make my first burrito. After months of training to make the food on December 12, 2009 I was finally ready (to make burritos and tacos). Seeing as I was working the afternoon shift and being a Mexican restaurant we don’t open until noon, because no one would eat tacos for breakfast. I was very startled to see Lloyd to slowly make his way through the door followed my Dad and Sammy. I hadn’t talked to them in nearly two months since I deserted their small town. I had really enjoyed life in the new condo I bought, a couple of blocks away from the restaurant. I found new hope. They knew what to order after exchanging whispers.. After seeing the cashier punch in the prices, I knew Lloyd had ordered a taco, Sammy a burrito, and my Dad a big Enchilada Burrito. I was one of the only two chiefs working and said I would take this order. My first challenge would be to make food for my family and friend. I was wondering if they knew that I worked here. I would have to think seeing as they came to this restaurant of all them in the world, and the fact they drove seven hours away from home. I was now sweating and hiding in the back of the kitchen to make sure they couldn’t see me. I saw the order appear on the screen above the oven and knew I had to start. I started with the taco shell followed by meat, tomato, cheese; jalapeno peppers, and toasted the cheese. I followed the same procedure for the burrito but without a taco shell. Next up was the Enchilada burrito. Working quick now, I doubled the meat amount, chili peppers, and melted twice as much Mexican cheese into the warm burrito shell.
“Voila!” I shouted pathetically loud. My heart suddenly stopped beating. My head went numb; I couldn’t whiff the food I just made or realize where I was.
They must have recognized my familiar voice when I recognized my Dad’s voice shout, “Hey Manny, is that you back there?” I ignored him, walked out from the kitchen, and slammed down the lunch trey on the counter, when I saw my Dad’s eyes light up.
He said, “So this is where you’ve run off to.”
I grinned a bit saying, “Yep.”
“I heard this place is well known for its Mexican food, because of Mr. Johnson, and apparently you.”
“Uh huh.”
“Let’s see…” my Dad said as he extended his arm reaching for the burrito, then took a gigantic bite, and then suddenly sprinted towards the soda dispenser and gulped down some sprite. He then informed me, “Manny, I’ve never tasted a better, spicier, burrito in my life, son.”
“Thank you” I said, grinning ear to ear, and letting Sammy and Floyd inhale all of their food in a few minutes. They gave me a fifty dollar tip and took me out to dinner to celebrate. “I don’t know what I’d do without that one hopeful night in the desert.” I wondered.
“Son, I wrote a letter to that Mr. Johnson to ask him to cheer you up. I wasn’t in any way expecting him to get you a job, but he did somehow, “My dad says.
“I sent him your leftover burrito Manny!” Lloyd exclaims with a triumphant grin covering his face. Feeling tears beginning to weld I manage,
“Why, thanks guys,” while I’m also beginning to sniffle.
“Well son it looks like you’ve got a bright career ahead of ya.”My dad says.
“Yep” I smiled thinking of how fortunate I am. I may have done the wrong thing 2 months ago, but, I have never felt more proud about taking a huge risk in my life.
Sunday, October 24, 2010
Lost At Sea
My New Job
My second day on the job and I might not live to see the night. “Pew Pew”! Bullets are flying around me and are coming out of nowhere. “Ough” I’m hit! I look down to see two red stains spreading on my chest. The next thing I know I fall to the ground, and the last thing I see is apples red as my blood, falling around me in the apple field.
24 Hours Before
I arrive in Paris with so much money I am like a money factory. I am here because I am trying to catch an Armenian arms dealer. His name is Nicolai Monokov and he is very dangerous so I have to be extra careful. He has been sending arms over to the UK for 5 years now, and no one has been able to catch him; he is a ghost. The guns he sends are like armies, strong, well- made, and scary. His right hand man is named Victor who is 6’ 11” tall and 250 pounds of all muscle. Victor’s muscles are so big they look like they could be people who walk and talk. Victor is a suspect in over a dozen deaths but we cannot link him to anything, mostly because the witnesses keep mysteriously disappearing. They are dangerous people, and I, Roger Walters and a few other guys from MI6 are going after them.
I will start by tailing Victor to see where he leads me. We are after naughty Nicolai again because we intercepted a shipment of nice, new, never used MP5s from France. We are here in Paris because we have a credible, valuable source in the criminal world telling us that he is going to sell 30 state of the art AK47s to an Irish terrorist named Ryan Mcmallaman. It may be risky but we are going to take out Ryan and replace him with me because I was born in Ireland and look surprisingly like him. I think that I can do my job and do it right.
Taking Ryan is an easy operation, yet what we at MI6 are worried about is that Nicolai will find out, cancel the deal, and then leave the country. What we do is when Ryan is walking with his two bodyguards; we stop them, and replace them with two of my own “bodyguards”. “Arrf Muuuum” barks their guard dog right before we tranquilize it. My two “bodyguards” are senior field agents who are evaluating my performance on my first day of work. Next we set up a meeting with Nicolai to bust him. We have less time to catch him now because sooner or later Nicolai will find out that Ryan is busted and he will leave town. I find Nicolai’s phone number on Ryan’s phone and call him to set up a meet. We agree on a meet in an apple field and we’re going to do the meet tomorrow afternoon. I will take a colt pistol yet I will not wear a bulletproof vest or a wire so as not to blow my cover. I will have many secret cameras in my shirt buttons so that I can catch every angle of the exchange. We will use the evidence to put Nicolai away for good. The next day we show up in the apple orchard where the apples are in full bloom with 20 million dollars for the 30 AK47s. We bring 10 million dollars fewer than Nicolai wants just in case the deal goes bad. We are hoping that there is not going to be any shooting from his 30 man small army; that we will not be running away from a spray of bullets, or falling after contact with a bullet, and a red stream coming out of any of us. Standing in that very apple field I think to myself I might not make it through the bright moonlit night.