the unbeliveable.

Sisters in heart, we always were. Forever and always, we always thought. Fly & er, forever in memory. Sometimes the truth can be too hard to belive. Sometimes it can be to sad to conqure. But this was too easy to forget. I used to be happier, not fearful. But now im scared, and missing you. I didn't realize before how difficult it is to throw it all away. So many memorys, so much time together, its all so wrong now. And how can you beg to differ? If you really don't regret anything, if our memorys are burned out of your head, then fine. But i have a feeling that thats not what it is. I fear of getting your rejection one more time. but i thrive for the times we spent, the places we went. No one is anything like you. Your a person that i need in my life. Its so different having been with you for soo long and now not even having a chance to talk ever unless its an arguement. I didnt see this coming, i dont think anyone did. but everyone knew something was wrong when we passed eachother in the hall with out stopping to talk. I still get words of wisdom by my friend, your cousin. He told me, "to take a risk, is to take a chance." that chance im willing to take, but too scared to think of. I loved you as my other sister, my bestfriend. and real love, no matter what kind of friendship or relationship, never dies.