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Sunday, June 19, 2011
fall
Friday, June 17, 2011
Love
Wednesday, June 15, 2011
Moving Fast
is as bright as a yellow raincoat,
on a gray gloomy day.
It is released from the pitchers palm,
Furiously fast,
like a cheetah racing against a turtle.
It soars through the air,
Like a bird flying over the ocean.
The batter blinks,
and does not realize what just went by.
Alone
He keeps walking.
Some funny kid decides to stick out his foot and trip the boy.
He picks up his books and keeps walking.
Taunts and jokes arise from each and every mouth.
He shuts it out and keeps walking.
He finds his friends at the end of the hall, and they walk away together.
Remember, you're never Alone.
River of Regret
Water flows fast
Through rocks and rubble, like a freight train through a meadow
The water keeps flowing
Rocks in the river so lonely and afraid
Yet water powerful and unforgiving
It will take the rock and mold it
The rock now smooth has nothing left
Only to let the water through again and again
Pressure
Pressure is the weight of a 5 ton anvil
squeezing you until you burst the word yes.
Pressure can over ride someone’s continence
like a computer virus hacking software.
Pressure can cause someone to do some thing bad
while the person is herring voices inside there head with guilt so strong
it chills their spine from the inside out.
Pressure will turn some ones mind to the devil.
Unless their hearts with god.
The pressure to ace a test is different than all the others that destroy who you really are.
This pressure emphasis’s it
And shows that you can do anything.
The pressure and force of the law
makes the streets a better place.
It makes the pedestrians feel,
Safer
Secure
Stronger
So they don’t fall into the black vortex of evil pressure that smothers the word,
“NO”
Cave of Darkness
and he is not seen until bedtime,
From the minute he wakes up,
'Till the moment he goes to bed,
He is in that cave,
The cave that keeps pulling and pulling and cannot be stopped.
It torments the child as much as possible
Eventually making him go crazy for it,
When you walk into that cave,
it is like a tornado came through and demolished the whole place.
The child is hopeless,
He cannot live for himself,
He has to depend on help from family and friends.
The cave has been shut down, for now.
But then it swallows the child up once again
And does not let him free.
Losing the Battle
It has driven me to the brink
I hate war
I despise it with a burning passion
I want no part of it anymore, however, I cannot leave
I cannot fake injury, either, because they know I want to get out
They are suspicious
I must get out, in any way possible
I must take my life
That is the only way out
They have backed me in a corner
I grab my knife, and with a flip of the wrists, I slit my throat
It was all over
Life & Prison
As I walk outside
And the fresh air stings my nose
With the smell of flowers and grass and chicken wings,
I am glad to know that I am free.
Free of the shackles that constantly
Strangled my ankles and wrists with a grip
Tighter than an anaconda choking its prey,
Free of the mixture
Of hard cement-like products
That was called “food”,
Free of the cruel guards
That looked for any chance
To throw an insult at me
But when I got back home,
I noticed that things changed.
Now bias outlooks and harsh critics
Strangles my opportunities
Into dust
Now the mixture of flawless intelligence and talent
Is needed to survive
Now people kick me into
A bottomless pit, everyday,
Just to make me lose hope
Now I know that
Life is not different
From prison
Meaning
The word with no meaning,
Or with countless meanings.
Four letters
That mean so much,
But can also mean so little.
“I love you.”
The phrase with no meaning,
Or with countless meanings.
Three words
That mean so much,
But can also mean so little.
Overused,
Like a messy old doormat
That is torn to shreds,
Being stepped upon with dirty feet,
Over and over and over again.
But what does this word actually mean?
It used to mean
That people had a connection.
That they felt warmth inside their hearts.
But now.
Now it is just a word.
One word.
Four letters.
No meaning.
Mixed Up
Nothing Noticed
The golden luscious hair sits neatly,
The bright smile widens
On the outside
The blue eyes sparkle
The stomach lays symmetrical
The long legs stretch
On the outside
But the outside is one thing
The passion pulses
The strength fulfills
The confidence glistens
On the inside
The bravery overpowers
The intelligence conquers
The humor attracts
On the inside
And the inside is another
Another apperance,
No one ever
Bothers to notice
Man's Best Friend
where ever you go
or have gone.
He's just with you
that's the thing
By your side
standing tall
Ready,
Prepared,
Ordered.
He's your mate,
your protector
what he is born to do
he take it down for you
just for you
Last in Line
Rain
Striking my skin
Chilling the blood in my veins
Freezing all thought except the pain
I tilt my head upwards
Withstanding the torture of a thousand droplets
Pounding endlessly on my skin
Exploding all around me
As the rain met the ground
A scent lifts into the air
Every breath filling my lungs
With the revolting moisture
And the droplets snake down my face
Penetrating my lips
Filling my mouth slowly
With the abominations from the sky
I try to run
But the rain falls everywhere
Engulfing me in a world of water
As I scream into the rain
Wait
I waited
She told me he'd realize he was wrong
I waited
She said I was beautiful and he too would realize it someday
I waited
Then I hit the point where I couldn't wait anymore
The pain of watching him look at others, the way his eyes followed everyone
Everyone but me.
That was it,
I'm done waiting
I'm done waiting mom
No more will I put myself through pain to try and wait
I will never be beautiful to him
I will no longer wait
Too lazy to help
He sat there for hours upon hours
And never moved.
He didn't care what happened,
Relaxation was more important to him than helping others.
There was a robber running through the park
A cop yelled to the man,
Asking for help as the robber ran past the bench,
But the man sat there, texting, as the robber sped away.
Another time a mugger was mugging an old lady.
The old lady asked for help,
And the man could help seeing as the mugger was small,
But the man just sat there, listening to music, as the mugger got his way.
At this point it was clear.
It was clear that the man didn't care about helping
There could be something as bad as a robot-alien attack
And the man wouldn't get up.
He was lazy after all,
His laziness was far more important than anything else
He was too lazy to help.
She is forever his He is Forever hers
Turtles
Every year the turtles swim far through their ocean
Reaching their destination with pride
The females leave their young behind to be born on their own
Hoping a day may come when they reunite in the vast sea like twins separated at birth
The eggs begin to crack and spread apart after two months of resting under the sand
The baby turtles climb out of their eggs and burrow up through the sand
They start their descent down the beach and to the water
Many of the baby turtles will never reach the splashing water
Some by holes in the sand
Some by treacherous humans
Some by skydiving seagulls
Some by the sand pilled above their shells
For the lucky and strong turtles that do make it to the ocean
They swim with no mother to watch them about the vast sea
Only instinct and tell the turtles which direction they should go and when they need to go
Judgement
The loud silence of your thought?
Each one of you is judging me.
Judging my clothes,
My hair,
My face,
My attitude.
Judging every little word
Every syllable
That dribbles out of my mouth.
But amidst your judgement,
Do you really care what I have to say?
Do my words really matter to you?
Or am I just another student?
Another canvas for you too paint your thoughts?
Some be kind...
Some be cruel...
But I dont want to be your art.
I dont want to be mended,
Pushed this way and that,
Broken again
And again
And again
Then put back together
As your final masterpiece.
And all this from the silent judgements,
Whispered in the halls.
Not even said,
Just kept in your head.
But thats fine.
Because I do have a voice,
And it will be heard.
You can judge me for my words,
But remember
They are only words.
And they will pass,
Fading in the evening's light.
And tomorrow all that will be left will be
Their shadows
Ever growing with the setting sun.
Impervious to your judgement.
The Different Schools
The bigger,
Stronger ones seem
To take over.
They swim forward
With confidence
Near the top of the ocean,
Near the bright,
Warm and welcoming light.
The smaller,
Weaker fish
Swim near the bottom,
The dark,
Bottomless pit that
Nothing
Can be saved from.
Certain fish of
Different colors and
Unique shapes and sizes
Seem to be favored,
By themselves,
Of course.
But they all have the
Same
Nerves wired to the brain,
The same
Gills to take in oxygen,
And the same
Heart that pounds involuntarily
Every second
Of everyday
Of every year.
And they are all here
For the same intention.
To live.
Finally Belonging
like a princess,
from a far away land.
She day dreams,
thinking no one notices,
but he does.
From far away
they lock gazes,
their eyes searching like a mouse,
creeping around an apartment,
one where he doesn’t belong.
Like the boy,
who doesn’t belong.
Until his red Reeboks hit the pavement
pounding the ground
till he stops
and finally sits down.
Feelings
And this is not a hyperbole because you can see my bloodshot eyes
Being near you is like being stabbed
And this is not a simile because I have the scars
My brain tells me to get away
And this is not personification because I can hear the voices
These are not examples of figurative language
These are just my feelings towards you
Tuesday, June 14, 2011
Person of the Piece
Regret
When the skirt got shorter
When the tank top got tighter
Regret
When the true friends dissapeared
When the fake friends came along
When the hatred soon began
Regret
When the grades went down
When the sympathy vanished
When she changed in an instant
Regret
Acceptance
she makes sure not to pick up the plain shells.
As she walks through a meadow,
She makes sure not to pick up the misplaced flowers.
As she walks through the bazaar,
She makes sure not to buy the bruised apple.
As she proceeds through her life,
She makes sure not to look at those who lack perfection.
The Line
How You Live
you have to earn it.
You have to have a good work ethic
or you will fail in life.
Your work ethic means the world
because if you don’t work
you don’t make money
you don’t eat
you don’t live
you die
I QUIT
she needs to clean this
or do that
They tell her she is
not good enough
or useless
They tell her that she is
wrong and stupid
or does not do anything their way
Well, all she has to say is
I QUIT!!
Monday, June 13, 2011
Undeserving Dreams
Crusty,
Don't Get Too Close
Invisible, a mystery
Yet attracting no one's attention.
A dull light from the dimness
Seems to have a magnetic force
The faint glow creeping into the dark,
An attraction to just one bug, then another, and another,
And then to the moth.
The warmth radiating from the glowing body illuminating the darkness,
Is fenced in by admirers
Simultaneously it feeds on the same oxygen,
As every other invisible creature, including the moth
Not worthy of examination, or even scrutiny
Yet they cannot help, but hope.
With each bat of its wings,
The force between the moth and the fire grows stronger
Now, just inches from the burning fingers dancing in the dark.
And at last, the moth is close enough to the fascination,
Near enough to be glorified by the light shed upon it.
Just then however, a finger of the flame reaches out,
And suffocates it.
Alone
But in the distance stands a sea of dandelions.
The flower ponders what it would be like among the others.
If there would be more sunlight and cool breezes,
or if it would be darker and damper.
The flower then stopped wishing and wondering what it would be like
And realized that by itself it got the most sunlight,
All of the cool breezes to itself and all of the happiness it could want,
All alone.
What Can Money Buy?
There is that saying that money can’t buy happiness,
Everyone always says that its true,
But I’m not so sure I believe it.
Money is well everywhere today,
And without it you can’t get very far.
And if you go by the saying than you would agree with the fact that those new ipads and complex cell phones that everyone can’t wait to get there hands on would not bring happiness.
That those new shiny cars and fancy clothes would not bring happiness,
And those mansions over looking sandy shores wouldn’t bring happiness either.
If I had the chance to buy a new apple computer that could play a youtube video without skipping every other frame,
looking like someone is cutting up the picture,
I would think I would be much happier,
But no, money can’t buy happiness.
I would love to go to Hawaii and lay in the white sand beneath the sun,
staring at the crystal clear water,
but I still would not get happiness from that,
because I’d have to pay.
If I could go shopping and pick out as much,
and whatever I want without having to put back that adorable shirt thats way too expensive, I still wouldn’t be happy
because I’d have to buy each and every thing I pick out.
To me a life of vacations and new things sounds nice.
But new things and vacations and almost everything else in life involves
or requires money.
So that would not be happiness.
How come people who don’t have money wish for it then?
If it can’t buy happiness than what is it good for?
I mean, happiness is the most important thing in life, right?
I suppose life could be happy without money,
But how can life with money be unhappy?
I am what i am
Dont tell me im stupid, i know how i score on tests.
I know how much i study, and how much i dont.
I know i can make it.
I am loud.
I yell.
At you, at him.
Dont tell me to be quiet.
I know i cant do that.
I am serious.
Dont play games with me.
I know how to get you back.
I know the tricks and turns of every game in the book.
I know i will win.
I am mean.
Dont roll your eyes at me.
Dont get under my skin.
Dont talk about me behind my back.
Im right here, say it to this face of mine.
The face people wont stop talking about,
Good or bad.
I am who i am.
Like it or not,
I never will care.
Just A Paper In The Wind
Lifting the vibrant white
Piece of paper off the cold, concrete ground.
It twists and it turns.
Only hitting the ground
When the winds needs to take a breather.
Everyday, the paper ends up in a new place.
It does not have a permanent home.
Everyday, the paper is unhappy with where it is.
One day, the wind is stronger than usual.
The paper is thrown up into the air,
Higher and higher as the wind gusts.
After a few hours, with a final gust,
The paper slowly starts to make its way down.
It finally reaches the safe surface.
It is met the the warm, inviting blue
That is the ocean.
It calmly sways the paper along.
The paper sighs with relief.
It has found a home,
Where it is wanted.
The Bucket and the Match
Along with a match
And a gray-green tinted bucket
One person lights the match
With a swipe
And then a burst of orange emerges
The burst of orange spreads
With yellow and red sparks
Like a mini firework show on Independence Day
Creating warmth, color, and a calming crackle
Another person fills the bucket
With a twist of a grimy faucet
And then dirty, dull water emerges
The dirty, dull water spreads
Yellow, orange, red sparks disappearing
Like a spirit mysteriously floating in the night
Creating chills, darkness, and silence
Sweet Dreams
Saturday, June 11, 2011
The World As We See It
The poor, middle, and rich,
Three different society types,
Trying to come together,
Now how the hell will that work?
Kings give no sympathy to the pawns,
Even if the pawns just one the game,
But why would they?
The underdog, the little guy, the fat man, the short,
The bald, the bullied, the person to pick on,
Day by day, night by night, week by week,
The king WILL rule the world.
Oh wait, I forgot a piece.
The rooks, your fakers
Your backstabbers,
Your two facers,
Who stab you in the back, even if you turn your back for one second.
I suffer,
The pawns suffer,
The world suffers.
It looks more disgusting than crunching on a cockroach.
Pawns, rooks, kings is the world today,
But I always wonder,
Which one am I?
Sunday, June 5, 2011
The Court
The court is where amazing happens,
A player throws the ball up,
And lands in his teammates hand,
So he throws it through the net…
BOOM! An explosion happens,
It starts an earthquake,
It starts amazing.
A player shoots the ball,
But the opposing player follows him,
Waiting for his moment to pounce,
And when he does,
He swats the ball like it’s a fly,
It starts a roar throughout the stands,
It starts amazing.
On the court,
Good and bad things happen,
But that’s not the point,
The point of the court,
Is there is always something amazing happening.
Too Fast
Speeding down the slippery rails
It slips, it slides, it nearly crashes
He looks out at the passing cities
He stares at the empty sky
He knows he would be happy there
He would start a life of freedom
The train won’t stop; another opportunity passed
Disordain and sally forth
A new town in this game we play
Decisions to make he makes the rashest
He looks about at what he has done
Now he bares the pain of death
He can’t go until the train stops
He could end a life of running
The train has stopped an opportunity awaits.
The Creations Betrayal
The Monster
Grey yet turning clear
Coming from those monstrosities of machines
Shining bright
When they pass the green life
In witch they stab in the back
Taking there oxygen
And turning it into a hole as big as a creator created by an artillery shell
Yet the green life who created these machines
Are yet trapped in this green house.
Wednesday, June 1, 2011
This is What I am
at the end of my time is school work and tests,
I am the time for pool parties,cookouts, and vacations,
I am the reason for the start of the holidays called memorial day, independence day, and labor day,
I can bring long droughts, tornado, or a nice warm sunny do nothing day,
I would be lost for seven months until the time of graduations,
I am coming up in the next few days,
who am I?
Monday, May 30, 2011
Smile
Sunday, May 29, 2011
Buried Within The Walls
Buried deep inside memories,
they wait beside themselves,
Just to be rediscovered.
No one knows where they are,
or who chose to put them there.
The past is ripped open,
and the light floods back,
but still no one can see what’s broken
or what the truth really is.
Sunday, May 22, 2011
Cherished Sea Glass
Regretting the Warmth
Over their petals the light falls,
Warming them inside and out.
Their colors create a rainbow
Of reds pinks and yellows
Like a swarm of bees,
The clouds roll in,
Covering their delicate petals,
With tears of sorrow and regret.